I pushed myself to the max on all levels, which meant being forced to take time in isolation recovering from cyclic burn-out. I was living in emotional paralysis most of the time because I didn’t have the tools to be there for myself and didn’t understand how to process my emotions in a healthy way.
I was incredibly hard on myself, and set sky-high expectations. Not-so-fun fact, I used to have a super toxic belief that I had to operate without error in order to be recognized, be successful, to earn wealth or advance my career in any capacity.
It wasn't until landing my corporate job that lit the final fire I needed to truly trust in my own skills to work for myself. I've always had the entrepreneurial spark and having been working on a side business while holding down a full time job.
I have literally had twenty-six (26) jobs in my life. Every single one clarifying what I did NOT want and supported refining my vision for the life I WAS going to claim...and have.
i nearly gave up on
my dreams...
I nearly gave up on my dreams...